So I'm lying down thinking about how I could get some money to buy me some cigarettes and nothing is coming to me yet. So I decide to let the thought go resigning myself to the fact that I would just have to wait until I got my Adsense money.

Then guess what happens? I get an idea as to how I could get a couple of dollars (I thought) right away. I won't tell you what the exact idea was but this is a very good example of the law of attraction at work!

The law of attractions says that what you think about and focus on you will get and since I was thinking of how I could get some more money for cigarettes an idea came to me!

I decided to put this plan in action even though I was having doubts about it working. It actually worked! However I think that since I was trying so hard to make it work that I made it more complicated than it should have been.

This idea gave me enough money to buy a couple of packs of the cheaper brand of cigarettes - but I was grateful for that because being without the cigarettes was making me crazy and it looks as though the universe helped me out!

Now I am a few days away from getting my Adsense money so I'm working on making the law of attraction work for me again!

Labels: Experiences and Musings And Observations, I Am A Smoker, I'm Out Of Cigarettes Again, Please Donate To A Worthy Cause

I have been viewing some of the comments that have been posted recently on my blog and there seems to be a little bit of a mis-understanding.

While I can understand why some people would want to quit smoking - I am not one of those people! There have been some helpful tips and advice given about how to quit smoking and I'm sure that they will be of help to those that really want to quit smoking - but again - I am not one of them.

I am smoking a cigarette - although it is a cheaper brand - right now as I type this blog post so that means that I do have some cigarettes now but I don't have many and will be running out of them in a day or two. This does not deter me from not smoking when my cigarettes run out. It just means that when I get enough money I will be buying more cigarettes as soon as I can! My Adsense money won't be arriving for at least 2 weeks so I don't know where I will be able to get the money to buy any more - unless some kind soul donates enough money so that I can buy a carton of Kools - hint, hint!

So this blog is about a smoker who does NOT want to quit smoking.

Labels: Experiences and Musings And Observations, I Am A Smoker, My Supply, Please Donate To A Worthy Cause, Yes I Smoke

Yes, that's right! My current cigarette supply is running very, very low! I'm trying not to get too angry about this though and I'm hoping to manifest some more cigarettes! My ultimate dream would be able to purchase a whole carton of Kool 100's! Hopefully some kind soul (maybe someone who is a smoker too) will donate to me so that I can go out right now and purchase some cigarettes for me to enjoy!

Even though my Adsense earnings help towards me being able to purchase cigarettes, I won't get another Adsense payment until the end of this month and that is like two weeks away! But I thank God for my Adsense because having that income allows me to buy cigarettes for which I am very grateful!

I don't know if the hike in the cigarette prices is meant to discourage people from smoking but I'm not going to be one of them! I enjoy smoking and it relaxes me and helps to ease and relax the stress that I have!

I'm sure any other smoker will tell you the same thing.

And we will continue to smoke for as long as we can!

Labels: Bumming Cigarette Money, Bumming Cigarettes, I Am A Smoker, I'm Out Of Cigarettes Again, My Supply, Please Donate To A Worthy Cause, Yes I Smoke

Actually I wish I was smoking a cigarette and had enough of them to last me the entire month until I get my Adsense money!

I wish I was smoking one of my cigarettes right now! Where is

the law of attraction

when I really NEED it!

Oh well enough of my blabbering!

As you can tell I am quite out of cigarettes! My closest prospect for more money is my Adsense check but I don't expect that until next week - which is a blessing in and of itself because I can at least be grateful that I can expect it next week instead of some time way, way in the future! (Unless some sweet soul decides to donate a couple of dollars to me! -

Of course I am well aware that I have a lot of things to be grateful for! I was watching on the news about people who have been evicted from their homes and that was not a pleasant thing to watch!

I can still be grateful for the fact that I am able to earn some money from working from home! I was also able to get one of those government grants to help pay off some of my heating bill. I also had quite a nice dinner of chicken and rice tonight - a dinner that I can be very grateful for!

It's just that anyone who is a smoker knows smoking cigarettes helps relax you and gets rid of some (or in some cases - a lot of!) stress! I also know that while smoking is addictive you feel like "heck" if you are not able to feed that addiction.

I'm sorry but the lesson that I have learned here is not that I want to quit. Tbe lesson that I have learned is that even though I am out of cigarettes now, as soon as I get some cash I'm going to buy me some more cigarettes!

Labels: I Am A Smoker, I'm Out Of Cigarettes Again, My Supply, Paying For Cigarettes, Please Donate To A Worthy Cause, Yes I Smoke

I'm anxiously awaiting the time when my Adsense money "kicks in" so that I can go buy cigarettes - which of course means that I do happen to be out of cigarettes again!


I have been out of cigarettes for quite some time now - about 2 weeks! I'm sorry to have to tell those non-smoking advocates out there that not having cigarettes has not changed my mind about smoking! As a matter of fact if this is some kind of test then I just fail the test because as soon as I get my Adsense money I'm going to get me some cigarettes!

Labels: I Am A Smoker, I'm Out Of Cigarettes Again, My Supply

Here are the latest poll results!

As you can see there have been more smokers who have posted than none smokers. (I'm glad to see that I'm not alone!) I was surprised to see that some people have voted saying that their smoking habit is more worser than mine! I kind of find that hard to believe because I am definitely a smoker!

Labels: I Am A Smoker, Smoking Poll Results, Yes I Smoke

Just doing a little dance for joy because I have some cigarettes!

Used my Adsense money to buy me some cigarettes!

I feel GOOD!

Labels: I Am A Smoker, I Have Cigarettes Again, My Supply

It will be at least 20 more days before I get my adsense check so I'm very grateful for the cigarettes that I do have!

I'm currently smoking the more cheaper brand of Hummers but even having that is better than having no cigarettes at all!

If you take a look at the left side of this blog you will see that so far I have gotten $10 in donations and that donation came about a year ago - but I'm even grateful for that!

Having a cigarette relaxes me and helps me get through the day and I am a beast without one!

Labels: I Am A Smoker, I Have Cigarettes Again, My Supply, Other Cigarette Brands-Hummers, Please Donate To A Worthy Cause

Don't think for one moment that that will make me quit smoking! Quite the contrary it just makes me realize how much of a smoker I am, how much I love to smoke and how much I am going to continue to be a smoker!

I have some adsense money coming in two weeks and that will definitely be enough for me to buy a cartoon of my favorite brand of cigarettes (actually its the only brand of cigarette that I like to smoke) -

Kool 100's!

I also got an inquiry about advertising on my blog. This was a direct inquiry and not adsense. So things are looking up for me!

I am going to continue to dwell on the positive and not to dwell (or even think about the negative).....

The law of attraction has worked for me more than once before and it will work for me once again!

Labels: I Am A Smoker, I'm Out Of Cigarettes Again, Kools, My Supply, Please Donate To A Worthy Cause, Yes I Smoke

Okay, so I'm sitting at home and I want a cigarette soooooooooo badly! I know that I will be getting some money in the next two weeks but that isn't helping my craving now! (By the way, the money that I am getting is from my Adsense ads)

So I'm thinking about cigarettes. Sometimes I just think of and picture myself smoking a cigarette and a few of the times I'm thinking about having a whole carton of cigarettes.

Anyway on this particular day I had to be ready because some repair guys were coming to take care of the water heater. Meanwhile I'm still thinking about cigarettes. Well the guys were supposed to come during the early morning but they came a few hours later. I saw their truck outside but they didn't come to the door right away. I just figured that since it was around lunch time they were either eating their lunch or they just stayed in their truck to smoke. I thought of how nice it would be if I could bum a cigarette off of them.

So they finally came in to fix the water heater and in the meantime I was still wanting a cigarette so badly but I was just too embarrassed to ask them - I didn't even if they smoked. Well when they were finished and it was time for them to leave the subject came up of why they were in their truck so long and it turned out that they actually were smoking! I bummed a few cigarettes off of them!

This law of attracting and manifesting what you want really does work!

I smoked the cigarettes and I was very grateful to have had them!

Labels: Bumming Cigarettes, Free Cigarettes, I Am A Smoker

Got this idea to make me a desktop of my favorite brand of cigarettes (which happen to be Kools!) so that I could use it as my computer's desktop picture.

So I took a bunck of pictures that I had already stored on my computer and tried to make a whole "montage" of cigarettes so that the image would forever always stay in and on my mind!


It took me a little longer than I thought it would. It also came out a little bit lighter than I thought it would. It kind of obscures the icons that are appearing on the desktop so I have to work on it some more.

I got this idea because I was sitting here at my computer just thinking about how joyful it would be have a cigarette right now - which mean of course that I am out of cigarettes right now. I hope to have more cigarettes before the weekend is over.

So far I haven't gotten any donations yet....

So the next time you have that cigarette please think of me.............

Labels: I Am A Smoker, I'm Out Of Cigarettes Again, Kools, Please Donate To A Worthy Cause

I see a lot of people buying them in the store but I'm not too much a fan of the cigar.

But to each his own!

I'm sure there are a lot of people out there that don't love smoking like I do.

Labels: Cigars, I Am A Smoker

I got this email with the title "Are You Still Smoking?" and my thought was "Yes I am still smoking". It's probably some kind of email trying to convince me to get their program to stop smoking. I'm not interested in this. Never once have I wanted to stop smoking. I have been a smoker for so long now and I know a lot of other smokers who feel the same way as I do.

So yes I am still smoking. As a matter of fact I just bought some more cigarettes two days ago and I am set for a while.

As a matter of fact I got the wrong kind of cigarettes that day. As you know - if you have been reading my blog - I smoke Kool 100's but after I got home I checked and saw that the cashier had made a mistake and given me the Kools regular. I know I should have checked before I left the store but I didn't and once I got home and saw the mistake I just did not feel like going back to get the right cigarettes. But you know what? I'm grateful for these little short cigarettes and besides I'll be more careful when I buy them again. I'm grateful because I can remember when I didn't even have enough money to buy cigarettes and I am a very terrible person when I don't have any cigarettes! You wouldn't want to be around me - trust me!

So yes I am still smoking - and enjoying every minute of it!

Labels: I Am A Smoker, Yes I Smoke